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Utsukushii akumu da.... Welcome to my beautiful nightmare. I'm currently...  Taelle is feeling...  Teh intrawebs feels...  So what do we do here? I write to better express myself. Otherwise my hobbies are mostly roleplaying, with some video gaming and a tiny bit of drawing, and wherever my ADD drags me in between. As for my current characters, I have two in creation, have my old Kirbies back up for play, Seth (Sett) and X Virus are around as well. If you want to RP or do something, just message me, if you see this page and don't know me, we probably won't be doing anything worthwhile, anyhow. Sorry but anytime I put screenames up on the internet I get an influx of about 200 spam a day. If you are incredibly repelled by words you would consider vulgar, or by the truth, this page is definitely not for you, and report to the Ministry of Truth immediately for unlearning. The Dethy, over and out.
How to use the tiny chat box thingy:
[3) Enter name for use in bottom field
[b) Enter text in the box thing....To like...Say stuff. O__o
[R) You can leave the http:// thingy blank if you want....
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You have to visit my mistress Taelle's site now!
I SAID NOW DAMNIT.Guess what today is....
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Dead Blog Risi- Oh crap not again.
It has been a while. You know it always strikes me that summer sucks? I guess that's how it is, being introverted, and everyone else being out doing things all the time, and always busy off on their own. Being lonely sucks anytime I guess. At least I have my winter, with the rain and snow and whatnot.
Well, I am kind of tired right now, though I have been lately, I'm probably going to make this shorter than I otherwise would have. I'll pick up on it tommorrow, for the one of you that reads this every day. e_e
To make a very long story short, it's been an insane summer. Family problems, stress galore, basically no progress on any situation. I'd basically wasted this summer trying to take care of myself. Of course, people never really think about what "taking care of" someone really should mean, so I basically spent the whole summer flailing and freaking out about it. Not really the progress I had in mind.
I'll write a much longer thing about it tommorrow, once I get myself able to actually do the things I want to again, like roleplay, do chores, cook, write, relax, and just do something besides be a game-playing zombie. Basically the summer was a mistake though. Isolating myself wasn't one of my better ideas, and it didn't help anyone one bit.
But I'm getting over it, learning as I always try to. It's always important not to feel bad about mistakes, to not let that get in your way, and to just learn from it and go on doing your best. But if I learned anything this tough summer, what matters is being happy, and to be happy, I'm going to be with Taelle, to always love her as best as I can, to try and make her happier, and to just be with her, so we can both be there for each other, always. Taelle, I love you more than anything.
Posted at 08:46 am by Fernandeath
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August 13, 2008 10:25 PM PDT
Summer is lonely, but we get can always through it together. I love you more than anything, and thank you for everything you do, for being here for me, and for writing here, too. I hope that we can both keep writing, since it's really good for us. So I'm trying to start the habit again.
Games can be nice for entertainment, but it's really only very fun if it's with someone... and of course I don't usually have anyone to do these things with, if it's not with you. And obviously, mindlessly tinkering with games without a proper balance of venting enough, both socially and creatively, isn't going to help anybody. We're doing okay, though, as long as we remember to keep communication open and just be the lovers that we really are.
One of the best ways you can take care of yourself, is by loving yourself, by knowing you are worthy of it, and just letting yourself be loved and to feel good without guilt. We can help each other... and I will let myself be happy too. | |
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