This is a 350-year old survey that Taelle got out of e-mail from Enel and I'm filling it out because she showed it to me and I want to share it with her. Sharing is good....Sharing anything. Very good...yeeeeees
1. What is your Full Name?
Nothing I care for too much, I guess I've been getting more used to "Carl" if that's what I'm getting called more often... Dethy is what I go by, or Ravendeth yeah. I still have a lot to figure out about myself.
2. What color jeans are you wearing right now?
I don't care for jeans, although they're good for outside since they keep me insulated well. I like black jeans. Right now I'm wearing lazy-man grey track pants.
3. What are you listening to right now:
Vivaldi playing on Taelle's computer. I like Vivaldi, didn't care for classical music until that one vivaldi song came with my XP desktop so many years ago....
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number:
22 on an Australian phone.
5. What was the last thing you ate?
Shit, I can't remember, uh.... Oh. Burritos. At least, burritos made out of cheddar cheese, spaghetti sauce, and tuna. They're good though.
7. How is the weather right now:
Seems alright. Wet outside probably. I'm glad it's stopped snowing finally, at least for now. Kind of nice if it was a little warmer.
8. Last person you talked to on the phone?
My mom. About nothing, as always, every goddamn psychotic day.
9. First thing you notice about the opposite sex:
I dunno. Probably the honesty. Guys tend to suppress things and are slow to learn and tend to be stuck in things, while women are at least always trying to better everything in a more honest way.....Something like that.
10. Do you like the person who sent this to you?
More than anything. Without her I would just implode from all the nothingness goings on.
11. How are you today:
Drained. I'm feeling less stressed now that I'm more with Taelle and have things to look forward too and all. And just remembering and thinking about good things.... Sharing good things with Taelle again is great.
12. Favorite Drink?
Monster energy. Probably the green ones right now. Feels like all the goodness of soda and juice and even gives me clarity, something I very rarely have....
13. Favorite Alcoholic drink:
No idea. Haven't really tried anything good yet. I look forward to it though....haha.
14. Favorite Sports:
Probably soccer, the only thing I've played to any effect. Anything is better with friends though, people competing just to win is just sheer crap. Sports on TV is total crap too, go outside and play instead of sitting on your ass watching someone else do it.
15. What's your hair Color:
I think dark brown? Maybe black. I can't even remember, that's how I am with myself I guess. o_o; I habitually push self-image out of my head....
16. Eye Color:
Brown? i don't even remember....I guess it's supposed to be a lighter brown, even though in my head right now I imagine something dark....
17. Do you wear contacts?
No. I dunno if I could deal with them, maybe I'd like something cool....I dunno.
18. Siblings:
None. I wouldn't wish my family on anyone else anyways, so it's better that way.
19. Favorite Month?
I don't know. Maybe January. Taelle has done really sweet things for my birthday, and otherwise we've had good times roleplaying and being generally together in that month.
20. Favorite Food?
Chicken. Chicken has always been my pick-me-up food, or maybe more accurately my energy food.
21. Last Movie you watched:
Wayne's World, with Taelle. That was a good while ago. It was nice though.
22. Favorite Day of the Year:
I'm not sure. Probably my birthday, because of all Taelle gives me and does for me......I really do appreciate it and feel celebrated.... I really wish I could do the same for her. I'd love valentine's day again like I used to, if I could get together the energy to draw things for her again.
23. Are you too shy to ask someone out:
I probably would have been, but lately I guess I'm changing too. It's always best to try and even fail than to worry too much to get anything you want done.... Of course, I'm with Taelle now, maybe I'll go ask her out....
24. Which one Summer or Winter:
I used to like winter more, but snow is more a pain than fun considering the crap we're living in....I guess summer, at least we can open the window here. I mean, just whatever's less bothersome...
25. Hugs or Kisses?
I think they both have their places, I think hugs are more important to be close to someone overall, to show them you care, probably.....
26. Chocolate or Vanilla:
I like chocolate more, I think vanilla does something to my stomach, maybe gas or I dunno.
27. Do you want your friends to write back:
Oh definitely, I love discussing anything and it should go back and forth forever...lol
28. Who is most likely to respond to e-mails:
Probably Enel? Lol I don't even know anyone else who really uses email....
29: Who is least likely to respond to e-mails:
Me lmao
30. Living Arrangements:
In a shitty apartment, at least being here in the living room bed char computer land with Taelle seems to have made it a lot more livable.
31. What books are you reading:
None really. I read dragonlance like....i don't even know how long ago. More than a year and a half maybe. I'd like to read animorphs with Taelle....
32. What's on your mouse pad:
I don't use a mousepad, i use a trackball mouse. I like em a lot better, because I have shoulder problems moving around the mouse....
33. Favorite Board Game:
Kirby board game yay. I dunno, I liked playing Taelle's version of Sorry, even if I was too conked out to play it a lot of times....
34. What did you do last night:
I guess I sat on my ass and played Brawl to try and feel more rested. I suppose it sorta half-worked. At least I did it for myself, instead of pushing myself to do something I didn't want.
35. Favorite Smells:
Chicken. Any food that's delicious generally makes me feel better. And Taelle. lol. Taelle is the only smell that puts me at peace....
37. What inspires you?
Taelle does......She's my inspiration, in everything. She's the one thing that makes my life inspiring and interesting and good....
39. Favorite Flower:
Sunflowers are fun. It would be nice to have a giant flower in the window just looking at the sun.
40. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
My train of thought tends to be exactly the same as the moment I went to bed. In fact, going to sleep usually feels like nothing more than a blink and a slightly nauseating dizzy feeling, like the feeling you get when falling over. Otherwise I usually just feel general anxiety.
