Entry: Dead Blog Risi- Oh crap not again. Wednesday, August 13, 2008



It has been a while.  You know it always strikes me that summer sucks?  I guess that's how it is, being introverted, and everyone else being out doing things all the time, and always busy off on their own.  Being lonely sucks anytime I guess.  At least I have my winter, with the rain and snow and whatnot.

Well, I am kind of tired right now, though I have been lately, I'm probably going to make this shorter than I otherwise would have.  I'll pick up on it tommorrow, for the one of you that reads this every day.  e_e

To make a very long story short, it's been an insane summer.  Family problems, stress galore, basically no progress on any situation.  I'd basically wasted this summer trying to take care of myself.  Of course, people never really think about what "taking care of" someone really should mean, so I basically spent the whole summer flailing and freaking out about it.  Not really the progress I had in mind.

I'll write a much longer thing about it tommorrow, once I get myself able to actually do the things I want to again, like roleplay, do chores, cook, write, relax, and just do something besides be a game-playing zombie.  Basically the summer was a mistake though.  Isolating myself wasn't one of my better ideas, and it didn't help anyone one bit.

But I'm getting over it, learning as I always try to.  It's always important not to feel bad about mistakes, to not let that get in your way, and to just learn from it and go on doing your best.  But if I learned anything this tough summer, what matters is being happy, and to be happy, I'm going to be with Taelle, to always love her as best as I can, to try and make her happier, and to just be with her, so we can both be there for each other, always.  Taelle, I love you more than anything. 


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Mistress Taelle
August 13, 2008   10:25 PM PDT
 
Summer is lonely, but we get can always through it together. I love you more than anything, and thank you for everything you do, for being here for me, and for writing here, too. I hope that we can both keep writing, since it's really good for us. So I'm trying to start the habit again.

Games can be nice for entertainment, but it's really only very fun if it's with someone... and of course I don't usually have anyone to do these things with, if it's not with you. And obviously, mindlessly tinkering with games without a proper balance of venting enough, both socially and creatively, isn't going to help anybody. We're doing okay, though, as long as we remember to keep communication open and just be the lovers that we really are.

One of the best ways you can take care of yourself, is by loving yourself, by knowing you are worthy of it, and just letting yourself be loved and to feel good without guilt. We can help each other... and I will let myself be happy too.

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