Entry: Biggest comment ever. Saturday, October 11, 2008



This is in response to Taelle's blog entry on Saturday, October 11, 2008 so says the system clock.  THIS is her blog link, in case it's seizuring.


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Well, you don't have any errors or anything you worry about....You've always come across as well as anyone can.  If someone wants to put their own dumbass in between their brain and what you're trying to say, it's their fault, not yours.  


You are always profound and intellegent, because you are always thinking and learning, unlike the vast majority of the world.   

I'm glad that you're having nice dreams, and I found what you said about changing something in your story world up very interesting, I can't wait to find out what it is for myself.  

I'm sure that your dreams are there for a reason and to help inspire you and give you something to think about, no matter how strange.

I'm glad you're learning to be yourself better as well, I have been spending a  lot of time being introspective about very many things lately...

My characters are a good start because they are after all part of myself, and to learn why they are the way they are, will put me that much closer to finding myself, and to look forward to what I want and like, rather than just what I need.

And yes, games and roleplaying are definitely fun with you, I'm sure that we will have a lot more fun relaxing.

As for the survey, you should do it for yourself, not for me or for us...Do it so you can express yourself and your love, your feelings and so you can think about things.  I don't want you to worry about me or what I'll think of it, the best way for me to love it is if you put yourself into it.  If you just be yourself, enjoy it, instead of worrying about what I want to hear or who I want you to be...  I'll love to have that part of you and your work, to have that piece of your love, and that's why I will love it.  

And don't feel bad unaccomplished, even if you don't get everything you want done to get done....Just feel accomplished that you're working on it, that you're doing the best you can and that we're getting so much done, because we are...We have a lot to do, but we know what it is.  At least since we know what it is we have to do, we know nothing else will sneak up on us right?  Lol at least we know what we're doing and getting it done, and there's nothing to worry about after.  

I love you more than anything, just give me yourself and I'll enjoy that no matter what or how.

   1 comments

Mistress Taelle
October 11, 2008   07:51 AM PDT
 
Well I know why I remembered the survey and had the sudden urge to finish it. It's becasue I've dealt with the initial barriers that kept me from doing it in the first place. Mainly, feeling alone, feeling unloved and undeserving and therefore not completely loving myself. Of course I want to do it for you and for us, but in a way that I'm doing it for myself too. I will be pouring myself into this, and anything else that I do. Anything either of us does should always be for the both of us anyway because we are one. What we do for own selves is what we are doing for the other.

So, I'm doing the survey because I want to, for myself, and thus, in the process, for you and us. And so I won't be pushing myself or beating myself to do it either, I'll work on it when I'm ready to. And when I'm ready to, I will do my very best to be free and honest and above all else just be myself.

Thank you for this entry/comment. I love you more than anything too. And you will have me to enjoy. As long as I have you, too.

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